is that the expression i mean? You know when you have a few things you are waiting on to see if they come to fruition?
Remy has decided he'd like to try being a therapy dog. he's got a pleasant temperament, and mild energy level. the local organization we are applying to is Furry Friends based in san jose, ca. the process entails filling out our background information and having a vet review remy to be sure he is deemed a safe and friendly dog by a professional. we do not need to go through the american kennel club test called canine good citizen, which savess us a bit of time and money. in november we attend an orientation class which covers a typical volunteer day, introduces you to your team captain and co-volunteers. we will also touch base on etiquette for visiting with patients.

we are volunteering because we can. remy can handle it, and it will make me feel great for giving back to the community. i've selected to volunteer once a week for an hour, as it's about all the patience rem can muster for good behavior with out needing to run around and "woo woo": his howl to initiate play. i have elderly grandparents who i adore and make an effort to see each week, and when they have had surgery and are recovering the hospitals ship them off to local convalescent homes. these places are usually incredibly dire and lacking in privacy... i just feel so forlorn there, i cna't imagine what it would be to stay a fortnight or worse, longer. so if we can spread some joy then we will!
i think i have a fetish for stanford shopping center during the holidays. i loathe parking at malls during the holidays, detest wading through crowds, detest dealing with the high end pretentious clientele the center attracts, and yet i usually work as a seasonal hire each year on top of my full time job. yay me. first it was Kate spade which started out great and then i had a melt down on the 26th of december when a customer snapped his fingers at me. though i do work in hospitality at my winery, the head of hospitality- i can be a bitchy little thing. god help me. anyway, then i worked at my winery part time, and that was a little better. this year i'm interviewing at crate & barrel. my aunt kate works there... and i could use the extra cash now that we are making house payments and stating starting our business. this moola would be spending money, pure and simple. i'm pretty much on call here at the winery, but i could work nights and one weekend day. i never see my husband anyway, so little would change there. we shall see!
i just adore the romanticism of the holidays, chilly evenings, a fun days work, being on the inside of a beloved company, gorgeous decorations and poinsettias...
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p.s. for tomoko: thanks for my scarf!! I adore it, got loads of compliments on it today! I listened to Super fly on the way up to work and really like the main vocalists voice, she has quite a range. Capsule is AWESOME, my new favorite CD. I read somewhere that they were considered a poor man's pizacatto five- that's crap. they are so much better and forward thinking in their arrangements. thank you!